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Revelation - Lesson 6

  Hi Dini, Jesus urges believers to remain faithful no matter what. Lesson 6: The Letter to the Church at Smyrna Revelation 2:8-11 8 “And to the angel of the church in Smyrna write: ‘The words of the first and the last, who died and came to life. 9 “‘I know your tribulation and your poverty (but you are rich) and the slander of those who say that they are Jews and are not, but are a synagogue of Satan. 10 Do not fear what you are about to suffer. Behold, the devil is about to throw some of you into prison, that you may be tested, and for ten days you will have tribulation. Be faithful unto death, and I will give you the crown of life. 11 He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches. The one who conquers will not be hurt by the second death.’

Revelation - Lesson 5

  Hi Dini, Bible reading and prayer are the keys to a good relationship with God. Lesson 5: The Letter to the Church at Ephesus Revelation 2:1-7 1 “To the angel of the church in Ephesus write: ‘The words of Him who holds the seven stars in His right hand, who walks among the seven golden lampstands. 2 “‘I know your works, your toil and your patient endurance, and how you cannot bear with those who are evil, but have tested those who call themselves apostles and are not, and found them to be false. 3 I know you are enduring patiently and bearing up for my name’s sake, and you have not grown weary. 4 But I have this against you, that you have abandoned the love you had at first. 5 Remember therefore from where you have fallen; repent, and do the works you did at first. If not, I will come to you and remove your lampstand from its place, unless you repent. 6 Yet this you have: you hate the works of the Nicolaitans, which I also hate. 7 He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit s...

Revelation - Lesson 4

  Hi Dini, This lesson lays the foundation for studying the rest of the book. Lesson 4: The Things That Have Been, part 4 Revelation 1:19-20 19 Write therefore the things that you have seen, those that are and those that are to take place after this. 20 As for the mystery of the seven stars that you saw in my right hand, and the seven golden lampstands, the seven stars are the angels of the seven churches, and the seven lampstands are the seven churches.

Revelation - Lesson 3

  Hi Dini, Someday we will see Jesus as he really is. Lesson 3: The Things That Have Been, part 3 Revelation 1:9-18 9 I, John, your brother and partner in the tribulation and the kingdom and the patient endurance that are in Jesus, was on the island called Patmos on account of the word of God and the testimony of Jesus. 10 I was in the Spirit on the Lord’s day, and I heard behind me a loud voice like a trumpet 11 saying, “Write what you see in a book and send it to the seven churches, to Ephesus and to Smyrna and to Pergamum and to Thyatira and to Sardis and to Philadelphia and to Laodicea.” 12 Then I turned to see the voice that was speaking to me, and on turning I saw seven golden lampstands, 13 and in the midst of the lampstands one like a son of man, clothed with a long robe and with a golden sash around his chest. 14 The hairs of his head were white, like white wool, like snow. His eyes were like a flame of fire, 15 his feet were like burnished bronze, refined in a furnace, an...

Revelation - Lesson 2

  Hi Dini, I think I never sent this to you last week. My apologies. Lesson 2: Things That Have Been, part 2 Revelation 1:7-8 7 Behold, He is coming with the clouds, and every eye will see Him, even those who pierced Him, and all tribes of the earth will wail on account of Him. Even so. Amen. 8 “I am the Alpha and the Omega,” says the Lord God, “who is and who was and who is to come, the Almighty.”

Revelation - Lesson 1

  Hi Dini, It is good to understand the correct parameters of this book before we get into it. Lesson 1: Things That Have Been, part 1 Revelation-1:1-6 1 The revelation of Jesus Christ, which God gave Him to show to His servants the things that must soon take place. He made it known by sending His angel to His servant John, 2 who bore witness to the word of God and to the testimony of Jesus Christ, even to all that he saw. 3 Blessed is the one who reads aloud the words of this prophecy, and blessed are those who hear, and who keep what is written in it, for the time is near. 4 John to the seven churches that are in Asia: 5 and from Jesus Christ the faithful witness, the firstborn of the dead, and the ruler of kings on earth. 6 and made us a kingdom, priests to His God and Father, to Him be glory and dominion forever and ever. Amen.

Ephesians - Lesson 31

  Hi Dini, I think this lesson will be helpful to your recent emails to me. Relevant Prayer  Read the Scripture: Ephesians 6:18-24 And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests Ephesians 6:18a There is a strong and powerful relationship between putting on the armor of God and praying. These two things belong together; in fact, one grows out of the other. It is not enough to put on the armor of God; you must also pray. It is not enough to pray; you must also have put on the armor of God. It is impossible to divide these two. Putting on the armor is essentially something that is done in the realm of your thought life. It is an adjustment of the attitude of your heart to reality, to things as they really are. It is thinking through the implications of the fact that revelation discloses. This is always the necessary thing to do in trying to face life.

Ephesians - Lesson 30

  Hi Dini, I got ahead of myself. Here is a lesson on Ephesians telling about the weapons we have to resist the devil and live a godly life. The Sword Of The Spirit  Read the Scripture: Ephesians 6:16-17 ...and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. Ephesians 6:17 In this verse, "the word of God" does not refer to the complete Bible. There are two words used in Scripture for "the word of God." There is the familiar word, logos, which is used in the opening verse of John's gospel: "In the beginning was the Word (Logos), and the Word (Logos) was with God, and the Word (Logos) was God" (John 1:1). Then there is another word, rhema, which is different in meaning. Logos refers to the total utterance of God, the complete revelation of what God has said. Rhema means a specific saying of God, a passage or a verse that has special application to an immediate situation; to use a modern term, it is the Word of God applied to experience, to our existen...

Ephesians - Lesson 29

  Hi Dini, This lesson is an important reality. The Breastplate Of Righteousness  Read the Scripture: Ephesians 6:13-15 ...with the breastplate of righteousness in place... Ephesians 6:14b Christ is the ground of your righteous standing before God, your acceptance before Him. If you are wearing that "breastplate," you can rest secure that your heart, your emotions, are securely guarded and adequately protected against attack. This is perhaps the most frequent ground of attack against Christian faith. Christians often feel they lack assurance. They feel unworthy of God. They feel they are a failure in the Christian life and that God is certain to reject them, that He is no longer interested in them. They are so aware of their failures and shortcomings. Growth has been so slow. The first joy of faith has faded, and they feel God is angry with them or that He is far off somewhere. There is a constant sense of guilt. Their conscience is always stabbing them, making them unhappy. ...

Ephesians - Lesson 27

  Hi Dini, There is pleasure , satisfaction, and honor in work. Bringing Christ To Work  Read the Scripture: Ephesians 6:5-9 ...not in the way of eye-service, as men-pleasers, but as servants of Christ, doing the will of God from the heart... Ephesians 6:6 RSV Several times the idea is put forth: never work for men, you Christians; work only for God. You can work under a person's direction, but remember that you are working unto the Lord, that your daily task is work that He has given you to do, and you do it unto Him. What a glory this gives to every task. If you approach your work like this, you will never have another dull day. You will never be bored stiff with the routine and humdrum of what you have to do if you recognize that you are doing it with the eye of the Lord upon you and with the recognition that one day it will be made open and clear to all whether you did it as unto the Lord or unto men. What are the signs of the failure to do this?

Ephesians - Lesson 26

  Hi Dini, Here is a beautiful illustration of what God intends in marriage. It is sad that so few can achieve it. Husbands And Wives  Read the Scripture: Ephesians 5:22-33 For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be united to his wife, and the two will become one flesh. Ephesians 5:31 This verse is not simply an example of beautiful, poetic language. There is a fundamental reality behind this: Husband and wife are not just two people rooming together. Their lives actually do blend into one another. They actually become one. It is, therefore, true that what hurts the wife damages the husband. It cannot help but do so. If he is bitter toward her, it will eat like a cancer in his own life and heart. That is why, if you have had a squabble with your spouse, you may find yourself unable to do your work properly that day.

Ephesians - Lesson 25

  Hi Dini, Here is a beautiful illustration of what God intends in marriage. It is sad that so few can achieve it. Husbands And Wives  Read the Scripture: Ephesians 5:22-33 For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be united to his wife, and the two will become one flesh. Ephesians 5:31 This verse is not simply an example of beautiful, poetic language. There is a fundamental reality behind this: Husband and wife are not just two people rooming together. Their lives actually do blend into one another. They actually become one. It is, therefore, true that what hurts the wife damages the husband. It cannot help but do so. If he is bitter toward her, it will eat like a cancer in his own life and heart. That is why, if you have had a squabble with your spouse, you may find yourself unable to do your work properly that day.

Ephesians - Lesson 24

  The Cure For Conflict   Hi Dini, God wants to be involved in our lives. Read the Scripture: Ephesians 5:21 Submit to one another out of reverence for Christ. Ephesians 5:21 In saying this, the apostle is dealing with the basic remedy for all the conflicts in our day. Paul will apply this principle as he discusses the relationship of husbands to wives, which brings in the whole realm of marriage and divorce and the problems that arise there. Then he will take up the matter of children and parents, which brings in the whole issue of juvenile delinquency, causes and what can be done about it. Then he will take up the issue of management and labor. In each case, the remedy is always the same: "Submit to one another out of reverence for Christ."

Ephesians - Lesson 23

  Hi Dini, We often don’t understand the power the Holy Spirit has for us who believe. Live Overflowingly  Read the Scripture: Ephesians 5:15-20 Do not get drunk on wine, which leads to debauchery. Instead, be filled with the Spirit. Ephesians 5:18 It is interesting that Paul puts these two things in contrast, one against the other. Don't get drunk with wine, he says. This recognizes there are things in life that tend to drive you to drink. There are pressures in life, there are demands made upon you so severe that you will feel the need of some stimulation, something that will undergird you a bit, give you some confidence and add help and strength. "But don't let it be wine or any other artificial stimulant, because," he says, "the trouble with that is, it so easily leads to lack of control." The word here translated debauchery is the Greek word that means "without any limits, with reckless abandonment." It refers to escapism and the tendency to t...

Ephesians - Lesson 22

Hi Dini, One of the great blessings of being a Christian is to be able to see life as it really and to see truth. Light In The Darkness  Read the Scripture: Ephesians 5:7-14 Have nothing to do with the fruitless deeds of darkness, but rather expose them. Ephesians 5:11 Sexual looseness is incompatible with the Christian faith, because the Christian is directed to expose the true character of sexual evil. You cannot expose something and indulge in it at the same time. It is utterly inconsistent. The church of Jesus Christ is directed by the Holy Spirit to be a source of correct information on matters of sex. Paul says the church is "the pillar and foundation of the truth" (1 Timothy 3:15). I do not hesitate to say today that it is only the church that can teach the world the true nature of sex. Even the serious worldling, intent in utter sincerity on trying to alleviate the problems of society, does not see clearly. Therefore, we cannot accept statements from the world in thes...

Ephesians - Lesson 21

Hi Dini, This lesson speaks to what we were just talking about.New Morality Or Ancient Foolishness?  Read the Scripture: Ephesians 5:3-6 But among you there must not be even a hint of sexual immorality, or of any kind of impurity, or of greed, because these are improper for God's holy people. Ephesians 5:3 That charge to Christians must have seemed even more unrealistic and incapable of fulfillment to the pagans of Ephesus than it does to Americans today. Why is it there? Not because Christianity is negative and prudish. The whole of Scripture is written for the welfare of humanity. God's purpose in telling us the truth is that we might fully enter into life. Jesus said, "I have come that they may have life, and to have it to the full" (John 10:10).

Ephesians - Lesson 20

  Hi Dini, Paul gives us a big order: be Godlike. It is the path toward having a life filled with meaning and purpose. Be Godlike  Read the Scripture: Ephesians 5:1-2 Be imitators of God, therefore, as dearly loved children... Ephesians 5:1 Paul puts it flatly, bluntly, openly: "Be imitators of God." That is a great declaration. The word for imitators is the Greek word that means "to mimic." Mimics are those who follow the pattern or the example of God. If you want to put it simply, you can say it this way: "Be godlike." That is the goal of Christianity. It is to produce men and women, boys and girls, who are godlike in the midst of an ungodlike world. That is what it is all about.

Ephesians - Lesson 19

  Hi Dini, This lesson is so important because our actions are determined by what goes on in our mind. Put Off And Put On  Read the Scripture: Ephesians 4:22-32 You were taught, with regard to your former way of life, to put off your old self which is being corrupted by its deceitful desires; to be made new in the attitude of your minds; and to put on the new self... Ephesians 4:22-24a Putting off the old and putting on the new is the principle by which the possibilities that are in Christ can become evident in our experience. Notice there is a recognition of the pull of the old life on the Christian. The admonition of the apostle is to be constantly recognizing and rejecting these false, underlying assumptions that come from the old self, the old way of living. It is not merely deeds, you will notice, but outlooks and attitudes. This is what causes the problem, and this is what we must reject.

Ephesians - Lesson 10

  Hi Dini, We can live in the spiritual Kingdom of God today in the midst of a world of chaos and decay. The Great Mystery  Read the Scripture: Ephesians 3:1-6 In reading this, then, you will be able to understand my insight into the mystery of Christ, which was not made known to men in other generations as it has now been revealed by the Spirit to God's holy apostles and prophets. This mystery is that through the gospel the Gentiles are heirs together with Israel, members together of one body, and sharers together in the promise in Christ Jesus. Ephesians 3:4-6 In these verses, in brief form, is Paul's statement of the mystery that lies at the heart of all life. It consists of this great truth: When they come to Christ, Jews and Gentiles together are joint heirs, joint members of one body, and joint partakers of the promise. In those three terms you have the answers to the greatest struggles with which we humans are engaged today:

Ephesians - Lesson 18

Hi Dini, In this chapter Paul is telling the Ephesians that Christians have a different world view from non Christians. We must acknowledge that and be thankful that God has shown us truth. A Radical Change  Read the Scripture: Ephesians 4:17-21 So I tell you this, and insist on it in the Lord, that you must no longer live as the Gentiles do, in the futility of their thinking. Ephesians 4:17 In the opening verses of the fourth chapter of Ephesians, the apostle has been dealing with the nature of the church and the part each Christian has to play in its operation and growth. But now, with verse 17, he turns to the Christian in relationship to an unbelieving world. Though this account was written almost two thousand years ago, it is impossible to read this thoughtfully without seeing that the world today is exactly the same, and the Christian's reaction to it must be exactly the same.

Ephesians - Lesson 17

  Hi Dini, This lesson is a perfect response to our discussion earlier in the day. Slow Growth  Read the Scripture: Ephesians 4:13-16 From him the whole body, joined and held together by every supporting ligament, grows and builds itself up in love, as each part does its work. Ephesians 4:16 Growth is God's method. That tells us two encouraging things about this matter of becoming mature, not merely mature as a religious person, but mature as a human being: First, maturation is something that does not take place suddenly. It is a process. I know many Christians who are greatly disturbed when, having become Christians, they do not find themselves suddenly, remarkably, completely transformed into angelic creatures. They are greatly disturbed when they find the old life still very much present. They wonder if they are even Christian at all. Of course they are Christian if they have exercised faith in Christ and are resting upon Him, but there is a process of growth that must foll...

Ephesians - Lesson 16

Hi Dini, Have you ever thought about the gifts God has given you to use to help others know him? What Is Your Gift?  It was he who gave some to be apostles, some to be prophets, some to be evangelists and some to be pastors and teachers, to prepare God's people for works of service, so that the body of Christ may be built up... Ephesians 4:11-12 Your gift may fall in one of the two major divisions within the body. There are certain gifts that might be called general support ministries, from which the whole body receives benefit. There are four of these. Then there is another division of gifts, which might be called working gifts.

Ephesians - Lesson 15

  Hi Dini, Have you ever thought of the gift God has given you to use in his kingdom? Open Your Gifts!  Read the Scripture: Ephesians 4:7-10 But to each one of us grace has been given as Christ apportioned it. Ephesians 4:7 How is the church expected to demonstrate the power of God and thus influence society? The apostle suggests clearly that the power of the church lies in all Christians discovering and intelligently exercising the spiritual gift that was given to them when they became a member of the body of Christ. That is largely a forsaken principle today, and that is why the church is so weak. If we ever recover the strength God intended the church to exert in human society, it will be by a return to that simple thing, the exercise of each person's spiritual gift.

Ephesians - Lesson 14

  Hi Dini, Christians have the same devotion to Jesus and our faith binds us together. A Cry For Unity  Read the Scripture: Ephesians 4:4-6 There is one body and one Spirit just as you were called to one hope when you were called... Ephesians 4:4 This verse sets forth the nature of Christian unity. It is not a union to be produced, but a unity that already exists. These are not articles of theological agreement. No, these are areas of mutual experience. These are things that lay hold of us, not we who lay hold of them. All these are immediately experienced by all who are in Christ. Therefore, the way to create unity is simply to bring people to Christ, and the unity of the Spirit will be produced in them by the Spirit.

Ephesians - Lesson 13

  Hi Dini, This lesson touches on what we have been talking about. Why The Church Exists  As a prisoner for the Lord, then, I urge you to live a life worthy of the calling you have received. Ephesians 4:1 This whole page is a condensed summary of the reason the church exists and statement of what its function should be. What does Paul say the church should do in the face of the desperate demands of human need? His answer is, "Live a life worthy of the calling you have received." What does he mean? He means, "Obey your orders!" Take your direction from the Head of the church. Follow the divine strategy, not the obvious shallow counsel of people. The church is not expected to devise its own strategy or to set its own goal. The church is not an independent organization existing by means of its own strength. We can never understand this body that exists in human society unless we view it as more than an organization. Think of the figures the apostle uses for the church ...

Ephesians - Lesson 12

  Hi Dini, This lesson seems relevant to our recent discussion. ...that now, through the church, the manifold wisdom of God should be made known to the rulers and authorities in the heavenly realms... Ephesians 3:10 The Apostle says that his ministry had the effect of demonstrating a unique wisdom. This is to go on now, while the church is being formed. It is a revelation in which these "rulers and authorities" are learning something by observing the church. This is one of the instances in which Scripture clearly states that we are surrounded by an invisible spiritual kingdom made up both of demons and angels. In Ephesians 6 Paul says, "For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms" (v. 12). But we also learn from other passages that angels are watching us. It is as if we are on stage in a great theater, with the a...

Ephesians - Lesson 11

  Hi Dini, Paul points out that angels and demons alike are watching us from the heavenly realms amazed at the depth of God’s love for us. ...that now, through the church, the manifold wisdom of God should be made known to the rulers and authorities in the heavenly realms... Ephesians 3:10 The Apostle says that his ministry had the effect of demonstrating a unique wisdom. This is to go on now, while the church is being formed. It is a revelation in which these "rulers and authorities" are learning something by observing the church. This is one of the instances in which Scripture clearly states that we are surrounded by an invisible spiritual kingdom made up both of demons and angels. In Ephesians 6 Paul says, "For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms" (v. 12). But we also learn from other passages that angels ...

Ephesians - Lesson 9

  Hi Dini, Being in God’s family brings certain privileges. No Longer Strangers  Read the Scripture: Ephesians 2:19-22 ...you are...fellow citizens with God's people and members of God's household, built on the foundation of the apostles and prophets, with Christ Jesus himself as the chief Cornerstone. Ephesians 2:19b-20 Paul says that you who have come to Christ are no more strangers and foreigners. First, you are "fellow citizens with God's people." You have entered a new kingdom. You have changed your citizenship; you are now under another authority. We take for granted the rights of American citizenship so much that we have almost forgotten the fact that we are under authority. The government has certain powers over us. We are under authority—that is the first mark of citizenship.

Ephesians - Lesson 8

  Hi Dini, Here is good teaching for all of us. He Is Our Peace  Read the Scripture: Ephesians 2:14-18 For he himself is our peace... Ephesians 2:14a This is not mere doctrine. If you are having a conflict with anybody, this is the way of peace: "For he himself is our peace, who has made the two one." Paul starts with a definition of what true peace really is. True peace is oneness. It is not merely the cessation of hostility, the absence of conflict; it means being one. Anything else is superficial and temporary and highly unsatisfactory. You know this to be true. You have made peace on superficial terms and have found it only external. If you merely agree not to fight, it is not peace. And invariably it results in a new outbreak, with all the previous animosity surging to the surface once again. This is why what we call peace among nations never lasts--because it isn't really peace. It isn't oneness at all. It is only a weariness with warfare, an agreement to stop i...

Obtaining God’s Help

  Hi Dini, This is a thoughtful and helpful devotional. Obtaining God's Help  Read the Scripture: Psalm 77:11-13 I will remember the deeds of the LORD; yes, I will remember your miracles of long ago. I will meditate on all your works and consider all your mighty deeds. Psalm 77:11-12 The crucial words in these verses are "I will." They indicate that the psalmist has caught hold of himself. He is no longer the victim of his feelings, and that is the point. The control of his life shifts from his heart to his head, and that is the way God intended it to be. He sees that the place to begin is not with himself, as he has been doing, or with his circumstances, but with God. And the proper order is not with prayer and then meditation, but the reverse: to begin with meditating about God, which leads to petition based on an understanding of who God is.

Ephesians - Lesson 7

  Hi Dini, It is amazing to think about how God brought good out of evil. Out Of The Darkness  Read the Scripture: Ephesians 2:11-13 But now in Christ Jesus you who once were far away have been brought near through the blood of Christ. Ephesians 2:13

Ephesians - Lesson 6

  Hi Dini, It’s good to remember that God has a plan for our lives filled with meaningful work for his kingdom. On Display  Read the Scripture: Ephesians 2:7-10 For we are God's workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do. Ephesians 2:10

Ephesians - Lesson 5

  Hi Dini, I think this lesson speaks to my previous comment. Alive In Christ  Read the Scripture: Ephesians 2:4-6 But because of his great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy, made us alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgressions — it is by grace you have been saved And God raised us up with Christ and seated us with him in the heavenly realms in Christ Jesus... Ephesians 2:4-6

Ephesians - Lesson 4

  Hi Dini, It is good to live in the truth, even though the truth can be hard and painful. The Human Dilemma  Read the Scripture: Ephesians 2:1-3 As for you, you were dead in your transgressions and sins... Ephesians 2:1

Ephesians - Lesson 3

  Hi Dini, Search for truth. Turned On By Prayer  ...that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened... Ephesians 1:18a "The eyes of the heart" is a strange expression, isn't it? Eyes are the instrument by which we perceive things. The mind also has eyes. If you listen to truth in any area, the eyes of your mind are grasping ideas. But the apostle tells us here that not only does the mind have eyes, but the heart as well. The heart needs to see things, needs to grasp truth and understand it. And the heart is always used in Scripture as the seat of our emotions. Remember the episode in Luke 24—that walk to Emmaus when the risen Lord appears to the two disciples? The Lord joins them, but they don't know who He is. He walks along with them and unfolds to them all the Scriptures concerning the promised Messiah. Afterward, they said to one another, "Were not our hearts burning within us while he talked with us on the road and opened the Scriptures to us?" (v. 32)....

Ephesians - Lesson 2

  Hi Dini, I thought Ray Stedman’s comments were quite thought provoking. When we think of blessing, we so often think of material things: more money, a fancy house, important friends and so on. These are blessings, to be sure, but they are here today, gone tomorrow. God cares much more about our spiritual health and our peace of mind and heart. These are eternal blessings and protection from the forces of darkness. No one else can give us these blessings. Sunny

Ephesians - Lesson 1

Hi Dini, Think about God’s promises of grace and peace and how they can be seen in your life. Salutations  Read the Scripture: Ephesians 1:1-2 Paul, an apostle of Christ Jesus by the will of God, To the saints in Ephesus, the faithful in Christ Jesus: Grace and peace to you from God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ. Ephesians 1:1-2

Miracles in My Life

  I want to write down things I remember about God answering my prayers  1. tire repairs. 2016 2. ease the pain on my left knee after falling from motorcycle in. 2016 3. find godisreal.today website, get baptized. 2017 2017 baptized followed God seriously for a year, 2016-2018 still with my ex,  2019 broke up, extreme heart broken, lose money and depression started 2020 fear of COVID, no money, know hell for the first time, seeked God, late 2020 get attached to my female friend, loose friendship in mid 2021. 2021-2022 still believe in God and try to avoid hell but not first love, had some attachment with some other girls, not seriously loving God, obey out of fear but never really desired God, began to ask people to pray for porn addiction and started blocking porn for real 2023 met Wing, learn social skills a bit, and started emailing you 2024 not so close with Wing, started discussing things with you, renounce pride and gay, stop trying to be man, etc have better succes...