Why Follow God is the Best

I used to think

Which better to let go my ex or not will meant my love is true

Is love letting go or stay

Well

Now i know the answer 

Since lOVE NOT NECESSARILY EMOTIONS THO IT CAN BE PASSIONATE ABOUT  someone or something

LOVE IS INTENDING GOOD

SO if my ex better off without me then let her go

Because i care for her but if i know she wants to let go but she gonna be suffering should i let her go or not? 

If im better off without my ex but she can’t? What should i do? Should i force her n let her suffer for me? 

See thats what it is

God is the ultimate friend power blessing means supernatural gift n protection n peace 

So the best way now

Is to obey what God says

I realized the best way is to ask God

In everything we wanna do

Its the best. 

Now the best way is to let them go to God

N ask God whats the best

Because only God the answer of everything 

Only God

But sometimes parents stayed together tho its not benefiting them

For the sake of children 

So what I mean is

Only God can clearly judge indeed

He knew utterly behind shallow demeanor even our texts only

He knew utterly 

Even different people different mental age n emotional intelligence n upbringing n birth characteristics n talents n courage n traumas n different intelligence n different likes n dislikes

Different exposure to Bible or not different choices to pick school n background n books or whatever they exposed to

Different tendencies to like mother or father or insecurity or tendency to be silent or talkative 

For me

God allowed it because at the time

I was mature enough to handle the sex mentally n emotionally 

I was strong because ofc being alone for years prior to it

N many other aspects 

So me being 12 compared to 12 in the family of girl treated princess in the palace n

Or never exposed to porn

Or never had fantasies before etc

Is totally different 

So no matter what

God had his reasons

Even me being more mature for my dad n also step mother n brother n more caring n obedient n more respectful compared to prior

N i forsake porn myself n yes i learn responsibility work jobs n money n business 

But yes i did have some disgust sins n weird situations 

But Gods job to heal it

N it became a way to cling to God instead

It became a way n means to go to God

Even for my mother to die is the best in sense

Because God knew who gonna be saved or not

N has a plan 

N maybe my mother gonna hurt me instead n killed me for my faith even she went insane etc etc

Many things 

We dunno about the truth 

N my dad gonna suffer more etc

But the best way for everyone even my dad

Is NOT ME TRYING N TRYING TO FIX HIM N SACRIFICE FOR HIM ON MY OWN STRENGTH ESPECIALLY 

BUT TO OBEY GOD N DONT SIN N TO NO COMPROMISE TO SIN STILL N PRAY FOR THE BLIND PEOPLE 

YES THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS GOD

N ASK N STAY N OPEN OUR HEARTS TO GOD

BECAUSE HE IS ALWAYS RIGHT

EVERYTIME

ALWAYS RIGHT 

I JUST DONT TRUST GOD N WE ALL HAVE TO SURRENDER ALL TO GOD