God is doing
God is working in your life, helping you understand truth. You can learn a lot about God by reading the Bible: what he loves, what he hates, what is important to him, what is not. When you read a chapter, ask what does this tell me about God? What is he asking me to do? How will my life be different if I follow him?
Often when we let go of a long held attitude—perhaps pride, arrogance, or being untruthful—God will give us what we wanted, but were not ready to receive properly.